February 2009
8 posts
Haha, everyone has been pretty optimistic lately in their blogs.
Fuck. Haha, now here I go, I’m about to continue the happiness streak.
The past few weeks—months even, have had the best moments in my life. I wish I can remember the exact events, but just remembering the bits and pieces is really good enough.
-10th and Lake and adventure in Richmond.
-10th and Lake Part...
January 2009
19 posts
A stable institution
in·sti·tu·tionPronunciation: \ˌin(t)-stə-ˈtü-shən, -ˈtyü-\ Function:noun “2a significant practice, relationship, or organization in a society or culture”
Nothing has ever been certain in my life—in other people’s lives, as welll; not just mine. But, to know that there is a stable institution you can run to when the rest of your world is unstable and faltering… that...
Precariousness...
…is a bitch.
I got my good days where everything seems right.
Then I get my monkey shit days on which I wish I had just stayed in my room and slept.
Fuckin’ shit. Why must the essence of life be so motherfuckin’ bipolar?
Ahhhh!!! I am so fuckin’ terrified of being forsaken, cast down, and—fuck. I don’t know why—I just can’t help but be cynical...
Self-Actualization
Okay. I’m full. I feel safe at home. I feel loved by friends. I’m feeling pretty confident with my new studs. Haha. Thank you Maslow, I’m pretty ready to work on my self-actualization.
I think I have an idea of what person I want to be. I hope I can live up to my expectations for myself, though.
Also, I want to start being an even better driver. Honestly, I cannot drive with...
“Lills, if we had collected all your tears due to this mess, we would have enough...”
– Me/Lills
You can't say anything until you're put to the...
Yea. I know everything is all good now, but man did I fail when I walked away. It’s interesting. You can say that “I got you for life” but then that confidence can disappear so fast, actually. My bovice… From this point on, I will promise on MY LIFE that I will not leave you and everyone else I hold pretty damn close to my motherfuckin heart. I promise. Shit.
Spring Semester '09
1/2 - Off
4/5 - Off
Reg - Optional, for the most part
6/7/(8) - AP Psychology - Kwong-Ballard
9/10 - Lunch I/T.A. for Dean
11/12 - Literature & Philosophy - Williams
14/15 - Lunch II/T.A. for Dean
16/17/(18) - AP Economics - Johnson
19/20 - Off
C.V.E. every Tuesday.
Can I just say this is the bombest schedule ever?? Three classes daily on the norm. Random T.A.-ing for Dean. No more...
Being prepared
Haha. So today was pretty interesting. We got a bit “woooooo” at Baby’s house. One person in particular. *wink* =)) Haha, I’m glad I sobered up so quickly, though! Like I basically was good in like 1-3 hours (yea, but time was still a blur). I peed like a camel, actually!! Haha, and I was still such a boss at Rock Band, though! 97% on Medium?? Haha. Okay, fine, it was on...
“Reputation is only for a period of time while character is forever.”
– Lills
Wtf. Give as you receieve?
Some day, I just might regret posting this.
You know what’s a true friend? One who is willing to give as much as you are willing to give. But, I think it is deeper than that. The thing is, though, actions usually speak louder than words. I’m scared reciprocity will get faded in the background, now. I don’t know how much I’m willing to give anymore.
=/ Walang kabulohan ang...
Expecting. Receiving. Accepting.
You know, lately, I have been profusely using the theme of “acceptance.” I keep saying acceptance only comes with time, and it does.
Anyway, back on the topic I had wanted to blog about.
As of right now, I think people go through three main stages before finding—if ever—contentment. We all expect certain things to happen; to receive certain gifts; to be told certain...
"This is going in our senior memory books or...
Haha! This was definitely my day. Like, honestly, I am too amazed at how beautiful the world worked for me today. [Well, on the technicals, I am talking about yesterday, buuuut nonetheless…]
So, I started the day with a nice healthy dose of Rock Band. I suck at drumming. I’m a boss at Guitar/Bass, though. Haha.
Then, Olive Garden for “birthday breakfast.” Kinda awkward...
“Visionary.”
– Tedds
Autumn
There are times when I feel like I’m changing too drastically. I like change. I welcome change. But radicalness is just as bad as conservativeness. So I don’t know…
I can’t say I don’t like this new change. I’ma just live it out, I guess. I can adapt to new situations. And like Teddy said (fuckin’ shit! haha, I don’t know why, but I just can’t...
My Birthday
=/. I think that’s all I can really type about it. I appreciate all the birthday wishes and stuff, but there’s something lacking about it.
My Resolves
So, in my first post, I was talking about some dramatiks. It’s been cleared out this morning. Haha. Fuck it. It’s been cleared out, apologies accepted, it’s too far behind to give a damn about.
You know what I notice? I don’t like having pieces of life floating around unresolved. I like things to always be in place. I thank God that, for the most part, my life always reach...
“At school we’re too busy doing homework, sticking with our cliques, and trying...”
– Jessie
“(at Nation’s) “If I worked here, I’ll eat everything I make.”
– Jessie
First Time Designated
Honestly, I can say I’m really proud of myself for being able to limit myself.
So, tonight was my friend’s birthday partayyy. It was pretty sick because for one thing, finals are over, the semester is over, and absolutely no worries! Haha, I love it!
First off, let’s start from the beginning of the day.
I woke up kinda late, so I was 20 minutes late to the only class I went to...
I finally made a tumblr
Yea. Ron’s been telling me to make one. So, here it is. I guess, I’ll just go talk about my day?
It started with a phone call to Ron and Lills. Then I called my dad who was at the mechanic’s, and I went to Superstar and bought them some food. The Acura is looking pretty good, actually. I kinda wanna drive it around sometime.
Then I went to Westlake with my mom, and then I took...